Ok, so I'm really confused now, as you all know it's been a while since I've written in here and what not and alot has changed. Well..I'm still stuck on the same guy, I'll probly be stuck on him forever. He was there when I needed someone the most and ever since then...I duno. Well I stopped talking to him for a while, cause I couldn't take it anymore. I finally got him tucked away in a little peice of my heart...but then he changed all that in a couple of hours. He said things to me that I didn't realize, saying he cared and what not. I don't know he just came right back into my life. You can't do that you know. It's just not right. It hurts...*Sigh* I don't know what's going on with me anymore. I can't concentrate, I can't do shit. I haven't been eatting anything lately, cause I haven't been really hungry, but it's not that big of a deal...Well I should go don't wanna say anything I don't wanna say. So bye bye. !Laura!